What not me! A sinner What not me! Such words belong Only to the antiquities God loves me This I know & only blessings Do I want to be shown Suffering is not what I deserve God should give me What I want when I want it Is that not what you observe? I wish to live as I desire So tell me no unpleasant words Like Obedience Picking up my cross Salvation from hell So please, Such words to me Do Not Tell! But yet, I sigh Sometimes I cry Longing for something I feel I am missing I do not have that bliss yet Where is it of that word I have often heard My kismet? So pastor speak to me The truth Perhaps that is Really the only precious root Of all existence I promise to now listen Without resistance Come Lord Jesus Teach me Holy Spirit reach me I beg I wish to only Be led Forever & always Toward your glory Which eternally and blissfully Now surrounds your Head!